erm...nothing special 2day...

2day after school just going to subang for buy bubble tea de things for minggu pusat sumber....

reach there at 2p.m. den buy liao so much things...opssss.. not enough money tim...den borrow form tien de 'brother' lo...lol..

we buy until 2.40p.m.++..den her bf fetch me back my home...

^.^~thx for meng cause teman me for but bubble tea..
^.^~thx for tien's bf cause borrow us money and also fetch me back...thx alot...
^.^~den thx for tien also cause she also borrow us money...
~~~thx u all yarr~~~


~~nini~~

who can tell me more about him???

i so afraid...so many question..so scare...very 'fan nao'..very.....haiz.....

i feel i start no very 'liao jie' him ady... sometimes dunno wat he think...sometimes dunno r him still loving me???sometimes....dunno do him liying me for somethings???? sometimes really very scared one day he dun wan me... den how about my life????i will think too much when i dunno wat is his thinking...wat is him feeling...and....many many many about him...

sometimes...i really become very very very "samfu" always cry myself inside room...but he...dunno....maybe he is playing happily with his fren...he dunno i'm crying about him... sometimes really feel he ady change... change become no care me like before ady...change become... no promise ady...he promise me be4...every night...will call me be4 sleep..but..everyday i wait his phone alone...den every night i 'kecewa', i sad, i hopelesss......
y he become like tat???i wan be4 de him... i wan care me love me de him.... i only wanna know him more and more.. i only wan him care me more..just like tat only...........


~~nini~~

a sad...unhappy...hopeless...'shi wang' and tired day..

yesterday was going mbs school for somethings la...very very tied...

2day...early in the morning go and tuition..2day actually very happy...cause can see ling after tuition with him...but......when i'm tuitioning his sister sms me and tell me he didnt come 2day...
WALAO!!!!!he wan me walk from pudu to jalan imbi ALONE!!!!!!!!!tat time i was cry in tuition class...at tat time.. i was so sad..so angry..and got abit hate him....i dun wan like tat..actually i need to love him... but.... haiz............really so GERAM tat time...den after i call him after i tuition...but he didnt answer.. i lagi GERAM...after tat he call me...tat time i was SUPER GERAM ady...den i dunno wan scold wat to him ady...i was sososo angry about him 2day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after tat....i go plaza rakyat for buy something librian things...den go back on 6p.m.....really so tied...


~~nini~~

boring day..

2day nth happen..but early in the morning saw tat ppl so lc...got abit 'bu shuang'..
so sorry to him cause tat time i didnt 'choi' him cause i no mood...

after school...go for kelab pemainan dalaman..DAMN BORING!!!! at there just me 1 girl..=.="
den him go play catur with his fren...den how about me???? just can look at the dinding and 'fa dai'... after a few minit...i really tak boleh tahan ady.. go tell teacher i wanna go back ady..den go out wait my van with may gel...

today i think just like tat only la..byess..

~~nini~~

i cry agian...

why WHY why???? y everyone also wan buli me??? always buli me...T.T
u know i'm also a human.. just same like u!!! y can u call me do everythings...u know i very 'sam fu' ady??? pressure coming coming and coming!!!! u dunno do tat things dun berlagak di sana... always saya yang buat kerja utk u!!! tapi!!! u yang berjasa..den scold me agian tim!!! anda tahu jaga perasaan orang lain tak???u know i so sad de mah???i'm just a girl like u!!! u think i'm super girl arh?????
dunno do tat type of things dun rampas and do it...go back 'fan xin' 1st la...

i really so angry..so sad...so......................haiz...i also dunno wat agian la.....very sam fu arhhhhhhh!!!!!


~~nini~~

超不开心的一天！！！

今早..我本来带着很开心的心情去上学的。。但是，到了学校，开始上课后，他就一直跟他的一朋友聊天，聊天，再聊天，根本就没有顾过我的感受，简直把我当透明的。算啦！不要跟他计较将多先！

放学了，他答应我回家拿东西还给朋友，然后打一下羽球就会上来陪我的!但是，他去了很久才回来。。我一直相信他会很快就回来。。所以我并没有去催他上来。。一段时间后，他不在羽球场了。。我开始想了很多的问题。。他到底有没有想到我。。他到底还记不记得我在图书馆等着他?我对他那么好。到底值得吗？他还把不把我当成他的女友的？我一直想。。一直想。。我哭了出来。。我很辛苦。。

他回来后，我把礼物送了给他。。或许我会把我的blog的网址给他。。让他知道我在想什么。。让他了解我多一点。。

其实。。我要求的真的不多。。不过分。。只须要他在乎我。。真心爱我。。疼我。。那就够了。。真的够了。。


~~nini~~

too much pressure for me...

haiz...2day saturday need to go school also..
cause 2day ady start exam...

after exam we hv a meeting at pusat sumber..
meeting meeting and meeting... actually we all meeting till so happy ady de...
but when i see her face.. i really very very very hate her... i also dunno y i will feel like tat also..
maybe she is too lc...

now i really got alot pressure... study.. home.. exam.. h/w... librian...and also the pressure about love... how??? who can help me??? i only can cry alone inside my room.. no someone care me also include him...........


~~nini~~

a boring days..

2day is a very very boring day..
early in the morning... my bf de sister tell me my bf didnt come to school 2day cause he was sick.. after i hear tis... i become very very very no mood...
at class.. no ppl sit with me.. so i sit with a girl.. but she keep talking to others... den i become geram.. cause she make me cant hear teacher speking wat...
after tat... i ask to change place with a girl.. den i sit with pk..den my mood become ok abit..

after school..he so late only come out for teman me.. i wait alone... every ppl asking me.. 'where ur bf'' stupid question.. i hate ppl to asking tis question...

i think just only like tis for 2day lah...cause i really no more mood to update anythings agian...i really unhappy..sad.. and wanna to cry..


~~nini~~

for me 2day is a lonely day..

i dunno y i will feel like tat...but for me.. 2day is really a very lonely day...
my fren all didnt go school... early in the morning was raining..
my bf come to school just keep chatting with his fren about XXXX... i feel he actually 当我透明 i so sad to saw tat...T.T

after school... i need to go and duty... at there i keep 胃痛tat is reall y very very pain...den i go back home at 4p.m....
i hope 2night he will call me...
cause....... haiz... i also dunno how 2 say.. sometimes i actually feel so 'sam fu' cause of 'pak tuo'..
but.. sometimes also very sweet de...



~~nini~~

a sad post

2day super no mood and super sad...T.T
get mom scold..T.T
dunno wat reason she scold me...T.T
i didnt do anthings wrong..T.T
but no someone care me...T.T
just leave me alone at my room..T.T
my bf also didnt care me..T.T maybe he dunno wat happen...but...i really very very very sad...
i cry and cry and cry...den i dunno wanna tell who tat i am very very sad..
so i post at here... hope someone saw will care my feeling..T.T

that's all...