a special day...hehe

2day is a rainy day...
so cold....

den after tat go sing k with jheng kiat, zhun meng, kar chun,tien,foon,and also hui...
den....
something was happen...when i sing a song...he suddently stand up and sit beside me...den he tell me....'i love u' opsss....dunno wan gv wat action to him ady timm...so paiseh...

den i say yes to him...den..........we be couple le lo...hehe...

hope i didnt choose wrong my way...hope he treat me good...hope i wont get hurt agian.....


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

so scare...

2morrow is the day tat very important for me and him...
he maybe dunno i ady know wat he wanna to do at tomorrow...
but i really noe ady...
i also maybe will accept him..
but..... i scare about 3 things..
1st~~i scare he is not really serious to me..haiz...cause i hear some ppl say like tat...
2nd~~i scare i will get hurt agian...
3rd~~i scare he will 'abaikan' me when after i accept him...


haiz...fine la...i also dunno wanna how...just feeling confuse and scare....haiz...hope i didnt choose wrong 2morrow....



~~lonely princess~~nini~~

a tied day agian...

2day is the 2nd interview for those who apsent last time and failed...
early in the morning i go to school for prepare...
haiz...
they make me so geram...pelatih late...den gt some person keep chatting when i am talking to from 4...i hate ppl like tat...2day keep gaduh with her...
i know she must gossip about me de lo... haiz...fine la...dun care....

after tat...i go midvally with jenny, foon, and also peiying...
wow...we all wearing high shoes leh...haha..except jenny..
we go there suddently say wanna c movie...haha...den we queue for buy ticket lo...2day is wednesday only rm7 only leh...den the movie super funny...haha...

after movie finish we go and eat sushi king..lol...we so funny de lo...keep kira the price scare over bajet...lol...

den after eat..is time to back now...we walk bak to bas station...hahaha...2day we all very bertuah...just reach there den bas cum jorr...no nid wait so long lo...hehe...
den we bak to skul...after tat my mom cum and fetch me back...

2day is super tied...i wan sleep now lo...byess..

p/s:sorry to KM cause i forget 2day is his birthday..anyway...happy birthday to him..


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

holiday....boring...haiz...

2day is the 1st day of holiday....really still boring nerh...
nothing to do at home... just do my 'homework' and keep my room clean lo...

actually i feel confuse about something...should i choose him???
i so scare i will get hurt by boy agian...aaaaaaarrrrrrrrhhh....so 'fan' arh!!!!


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

finally i find my way....

2day go skul normaly...
but when i reach skul see only gt few ppl cum only...
2day is encik siva kumar last day in our skul...bye teacher...XD

after skul...i go car4 with jenny...so tied...at foon home wait until 8.45 only can back...haiz.....

today i make a important keputusan...i choose him...hope i didnt wrong...hope he will treat me better den him...hope i wont sad about him....

to jh: dun care about others ppl speaking...dun care about who treat u bad...dun care about ppl who dislike u...just be ur own...be a brave girl...strong girl...i can find my way...u also can...jia you...gambathe...u are the important frens for me...u always my mui mui...my best fren...dun think too much ady lar...nini will always beside u....


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

ekonomi day...hehe...

2day no nid to school cause me, jia hui, j. kiat, k. chun go for ceramah ekonomi at jabatan pendidikan...the hall quite nice...and air-corn so cool...

at lunch time...we go eat...we queue for so long only get food....but......no more spoon to eat...omg.... sei lo...u wan me use hand for eat meh???haiz....den j. kiat wash his spoon for me...tat time really gt abit touch leh...but....after tat!!!! he make me angry!!!! fine la ....den we go back hall and sit with jia hui for girls speaking...after tat i only know....actually is always me wanna tell all the things to her..she is terpaksa for hear de...sorry lo....is my false okay???

teacher speaking time agian!!!!tis time i dunno how to draw the keluk...so...i ask infront me de ppl lo...he so kind...he jelas to me...den i feel i gt some feel to him nerh...dunno y...but only 2day only la...no change to see him agian lo...miss him...T.T hehe...


now i need to choose either 1 in 2 leh~choose who nerh??? who will change 1st leh...who will touch me 1st leh??? who is my real prince?? i will gv my love to who leh???i dunno....just 顺其自然bah...tats all~~


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

tied day...

2day like sick ady...
go school like normal...

den after school go and take account exam...haiz...damn difficult...
so scare will failed...wanna to cry ady...last question also do wrong...sad sad sad...

after tat go car4 with jenny cause wanna find mistery present for librian annual dinner...
but.....no more...so kecewa leh...haiz....an unlucky day...omg!!!where can i found the things???
i feel geram and pening ady leh...HELP!!!!

2morrow go ceramah EA...must so tied de larh....till 4.30 p.m. only bak leh...


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

confuse on mood agian...

when i think i'm forget him all ady...i'm feel happy...
but...i dunno why....his shadow still inside my heart...i feel sam fu agian..
and 1 more things is...2day wen tell me...about something to pss...
i feel confuse...feel scare...

2day go tuition...after tuition...go ts wif siew wen...
we go there for find something...den wen buy jorr a shoes..
den we go bak on 4p.m.

2day is a tied day...


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

失去了一个我爱的人，却换来了爱我的朋友们。。

最近我想通了许多事情。。加上学校好多东西忙。。
我想我快把他放下了。。

失去了一个曾经说过要爱我一辈子的男生，一个曾经给我许多承诺的男生，却换来了更多爱我，关心我的朋友们。。真的很值得。。我不再爱他，不再恨他，反而要很感谢他，让我知道好朋友，好知己，好姐妹，是无法替代的。。因为在我最低落的时候都是他们在我身边安慰我。。劝我。。我真的好爱她们哦。。

从现在起，我什么都不想，只想和我的姐妹们一起努力面对我们将面临的spm，什么都不再想了。.


p/s: 看到这篇‘作文’的姐妹们，不要感动到落泪哦~我说的都是我的真心话，真的很谢谢你们一直以来陪伴着我。我爱你们哦~^.^


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

tied...

2day go tuition alone...T.T
after tuition...i go pudu plaza for wait my mom den we go sogo for buy kain for make cheongsam for chinese new year..cause my hopo team gt some project need to wear cheongsam de...lol
den we go there saw many 'magali sing'...i go and chose my kain...den i chose purple colour de...damn nice...but so expensive nerh...1 and a half meter need rm70++...

den after buy we also go back by lrt lo...den go car4...i buy a new file...is my lovely colour....XD...pink...i love it so much...

....2day is a very tied day....den i think u all need to taniah me... cause today i'm not thinking something about him agian...i will try to do it on every coming days....


~lonely princess~nini~

dun waste ur time on me agian...

2day...a normal day...a tied day...

but...after school...i went out alone..cause may gel nid go for meeting...
den...i meet him agian....
he chase me den ask me tis ask me tat...actually i feel he so 'fan'...
but.... i dun hurt him....i just wanna be normal fren with him...
we r imporsible de u know?dun watse ur time on me agian please...find others girl bah...


ops...2morrow is 1st time i meeting with all my librian 'anak buah' with my presiden status...
i very 'gan jiong' nerh...hope i can do my best for pss and a nice annual dinner for wah jie's team...lol..


now i wan be happy, be ability,be strict,be strong and also be serious....gambathe pei ni...u can do it well...XD


~lonely princess~nini~

2day have a big suprise..

2day...like normaly go to school...
den...at class.. LJH tell me something about him...
i feel not so sam tong like be4 ady...maybe i ady forget him on half ady...
gambathe...i trust...just need somemore time....i can forget him all...

after school....have a librian meeting....2day is wah jie last meeting with us...
congraturation to wah jie...cause finally can bersara lah...
after tat....wah jie umumkan the incoming ajk....from bottom to top...

i terkejut when wah jie give her tie clip to me...before tat the calon pengerusi is siew wen...
but i tak sangka is me...i dunno wan happy, scare, cry,or.......tat time my brAin was kosong...

pressure of librian things come to me...ops...i hope...all those ajk must help me for jaga baik library...i promise to szu wah...i will take care of library and will do my best for library ...so dun worry about tat...focus to ur spm bah...muack...


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

should i die will better???

i feel i useless...forget a ppl need so long time..
i feel hopeless....he ady got new target and gt 2 tim...
should i die better???

ady 3rd person tat wanna be my bf...but....
i dun wan lie them...cause i haven forget him...i cant together wif other ppl...
tats not fair to my new bf....

sorry for him cause i reject him...we just be fren bah...


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

sien~~一场希望，一场空。

early in the morning..get 1 call from tien...she told c the ppl using white colour w910i...
den i suddently becum happy cause maybe my phone can bak to me...
but.........after suzuki and kar chun check the imei code..tat is not match with my box de number...so tat...tats not my phone...so kecewa...T.T
den go tuition lo...:(
after tat when i bak form tuition i meet lian jia hui and her family at station lrt..XD
den i ask her go where..she say sungei wang...
after tat...my mom fetch me go to car4 for buy phone...
den she buy k330 for me...rm180...

p/s: thx for tien, suzuki and cho kar chun cause helping me for check the code....thx for u all care about it...really thx...even though tats not my phone...but really thx....


~lonely princess~nini~