haiz~~bad mood today~~

T.T~~2day go school normally~~

before recess~~tat's nothing special happen~~

but...........

after recess~~he and she gt some argument...make me so worried~~
one is my bf another one is my bf~~
i feel so sam fu tat time~~i dunno wat can do~~jimmy come bincang with me about he and she de things~~make me more confuse more samfu~~more headache~~T.T


after tat~~he and she fren back la~~but......she~~say something make me sosososo hurt!!!!
i cry tat time~~i cant tahan ady~~she dunno how i'm worried them when them argue~~she didnt care my feel~~i dunno y she becum like tat ady~~i so sad~~so hurt~~i dunno wat can do~~maybe tis really all is my false~~so next time please dun tell me wat happen agian~~i dunwan later u say me 7 + 1 agian~~


i dunno wanna how to 'mian dui' u ady~~sorry~~is my false~~all is my false~~if no me~~u two wont argue~~sorry~~


BAD MOOD!!!!BAD MOOD!!!BAD MOOD!!!BAD MOOD!!!BAD MOOD!!!

Y WANNA TREAT ME LIKE TAT?????????????



~~lonely princess~~nini~~

messy mood

2day go school like normal in the morning~~
haiz~~tied~~
sleeping in car agian~~lol~~

reach school~saw him walking to me~~hehe~~happy~~

after tat~~go in class and follow boring lesson lo~~X(

recess time~~i go kaunseling with poh kien and tien~~
the teacher~~speak and speak and speak~~haiz~~bosanya~~

recess finish~~go in class~~busy for sivik project's things~~so unhappy~~
cause 'she' didnt care about our exam keep chatting with her others fren~~haiz~~tat time i soooooo angry~~sorry yarr baobei cause i spending my angry to u~~

after tat~~haiz~~something scare me~~cause~~he cry~~
wuwuwu~~tat time i really so worry~~and dunno wanna how to do~~i feel i'm useless~~T.T
the things i only can do is i will always be with u and support u~~so dun cry agian orh~~MUACKS~~XD


2day actually gt many things to update~~but~~i need to revision~~so~~until here only larh~~byess~~^^


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

exam coming~~stress coming~~

haiz~1 week agian exam lo~~so scare~~
tis time i must get all pass~~if not~~i scare~~my father and mother will kecewa~~
they all keep put all hope on me~~but~~i'm not a very clever girl~~keep taking bad result to them~~haiz~~so sad~~stress coming back to me agian~~T.T

this few day my mood dunno y becum so down and always so tied~~i so scare the sick cum back to me agian~~T.T~~but thx to him for always beside me~~i really happy and touch~~


i think today only tis for update larh~~
hope so i can get good result on my final exam la~~


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

annual dinner~~THE END~~

yeah~~yesterday really happy~~cause we all busy on 3 month just for yesterday...

finally over~~hehe~~



yesterday~12.30 go set hair with jenny...

walao!!!she set my hair until like boom!!!haiz~~



4pm~~we reach pearl international for prepare~~

den after tat gt something happen~~cause the slide show cant view by tien's pc~~OMG~~
den we run here run there for find another pc lo~~finally the problem settle~~

6pm~~all ppl reach there ady~~den we all wait wah jie them by playing games lo~
after wah jie cum~~we all tepuk tangan~~den wah jie speech~~i speech~~den~~play ice breaking lo~~some play till so happy~~some feel boring~~i feel so sorry~~

after tat we all eat dinner lo~~

den start the performances~~me and wen sing den shin mei sing~~den..me,jenny,we,tien,dancing~~sei lo~~i dance wrong abit~~wuwuwu~~

den at last we all play miss and mr. librarian~~hehe~~
wah jie and chin thong gor win ady~~taniah yarr~~

den along 10pm like tat~~the annual dinner end~~
i feel happy cause~~my pressure on annual dinner end also~~

hope u all get happy at there~~if feel boring~~i'm sorry~~


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

blur blur~~

haiz~tied~
tis 3 days we keep pratice the perfomance for annual dinner~~
wow~~super tied leh~~pratice till we all like wanna be cacat jor...lol
leg super pain~~haiz~~

2 more day den is our annual dinner jor leh~~sei lo!!so scare~~
i need to sing, dance, and speech leh~~wuwuwu~~hope i wont do wrong anythings at stage la~~
hope i can berjaya in tis event larh~~god~~u must help me orh~~hehe~~

i become blur blur ady~~T.T
maybe sometimes i ady forget who am i ady~~
but thx to him for keep in touch with me~~

2day nth to write ady~~
maybe after our annual dinner i only will update my blog orh~~byesss~~


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

该欢喜？该悲？

唉~昨天晚上9.30才从云顶回到学校~~好累哦~~

08/10/09
一早~从燕芬家提着重重的行李去到海外天~上了旅游巴士~准备上云顶了~~
在这段时间里~他~~是完全没有跟我说过一句话的~~就连经过我~也不会理我的~~
算吧~就当时他多应酬吧~~
到了云顶~~把行李放到酒店lobi后, 就各自到游乐场去玩~~
他~~还是选择配他的兄弟~放弃陪我~~
辛好~~我有我的姐妹陪我~~要不然~~我真的会很气他~~
晚上~~我很累了~~我真的很希望现在他会在我的身边~~可是他没有~~他依然陪着他的朋友喝酒赌博~~丢下我一个人陪她们去打机~~
大约9点多~~他终于想起我~~他来我们的房间玩了3小时~~电话一直响~~又被朋友崔回去了~~
就这样我们睡觉了~~这晚~我一直睡不着~~还有一种很想留泪的感觉~~可是我选择了不哭~~

天真的我~~以为他会把第二天的时间全都给我~~但.............

09/10/09
一早~~接到他的morning call很开心~~
但是当我打开门~~他没有来接我~~有点失望~~
吃了早餐后~~我们就回房去了~~
那时~我的头好疼~~好疼~~但是~~他依然不在我身边~~
算吧~~11.45酒店要收房了~~大家提着行李到lobi去~~
过后~~就去吃午餐了~~今天根本没有胃口吃东西~~可能是心情不好吧~
到了雪屋门口~~他说要拍照~~那时我根本就笑不出来~~我一直在压抑着自己的心情~~
所以~~照片~~怎么拍~~都不好看~~
从雪屋出来后~~他也没有来找我~~
我们四个女生就没事做的走来走去~~
直到~~我们在街上撞见他们一班兄弟和两个女生在一起~~不知道为什么~~心里有点酸酸的~~
结果~~我不理他~~
他又跑回去陪她们了~~
我们因为太闷了~~所以就找个餐厅坐下来喝茶~~
那种想哭得感觉~~又回来了~~
5点钟~~起程回去了~~

在巴士上~~他还是没有理我~~终于~~我忍不住~~哭了~~

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我知道有很多人很羡慕我跟他可以上到云顶拍拖~~
但是~~或许是我不知足~~因为我觉得~~他陪我的时间~~加起来都没有半天~~
我甚至羡慕嘉慧和她那朋友~~她们见他的时间或许比我还要多~~

但~~我不敢奢求什么~~不敢对他~~有任何的要求~~不敢阻止他跟别的女生要好~~我真的~~不敢~~我只能~~自己压抑着~~因为~~我~~害怕失去他~~~


p/s: sorry to nian chi, yen foon, pei ying, and bao bei. cause let u all worried~~me nth ady, i promise will be a happy girl after tis~~dun worry about me agian~~ok?


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

心情不好~~~

最近压力好大~~搞得我心情好差~~
今天我又哭了~~因为被妈妈骂~~她根本不了解我的立场~~我生为图书馆理员的主席~~
annual dinner 这么的一个活动~~我可以不尽心去做吗？？？我认真的做一件事情有错吗？？？
为什么她那么喜欢骂我？？？她根本没有关心和了解过我的感受！！

在学校时， 我很忙~~因为今天一定要把晚宴的请柬发出去了~~忙啊忙~~好快的~~放学了~~
然后要留堂排练一些东西~~唉~~好累哦~~

忙碌了一整天~~终于可以回家了~~不料~~我家的妈妈~~一直唠叨到现在~~真的好烦哦~~妈阿~~我在学校已经有很大压力了~~回到家给我静一静可以吗???

唉~~烦恼真多~~你们说~~我怎样才可以真正的快乐~~真正的开心微笑呢???



~~lonely princess~~nini~~