y so difficult to forgat some1???

i feel sam fu...sakit hati...
i did wrong...cause i love him too much be4...
now...very susah for forget him...
i noe he was no more feel to me...
i noe he is bad...
i HATE him??or i still LOVE him??
I DUNNO...just very confuse...
i will very sad, very unhappy,very sam tong when he play very close with other girls...
am i cemburu???
y god treat me like tat???when only can i forget him???when only i can forgive him???
when only i can stop love him??? i really so so so sam fu....i hate he play with other girls infront of me........T.T


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

bad luck...bad luck....bad luck...

yyyyy??????why my luck always bad!!!!!!
all bad things cum to me....
last month only break with him...till now also haven foget himmm...T.T
den today....my lovely phone LOST!!!!!just back to home ady get mom scold!!
haiz...T.T...later father cum back must gt scold agian de...T.T
haiz....i hate my live...i hate myself...i hate the ppl who stold my phone!!!
he/she will gt balasan de!!!


~~lonely princess~~nini~~

pening kepala orh!!!

haiz...
karnival coming...now everyday just sibuk for rumah hantu...
think about hantu's face..hantu shirt...and many many about hantu..my mind keep muncul hantu...den now finding sound effect...haiz...my head really very pain ady...
hope fast fast pass the rumah hantu den i can senang ady la...



~~lonely princess~~nini~~

i feel confuse..sad...unhappy...

actually i cant forget him...
actually i still loving him...
actually every time i smile, tats not true form my heart...
actually i unhappy every day...
actually i cry alone every day..
i try to keep up wat he gv for me...
i try to gv bak him all the things...
i try to dun wan hate him...
i try to be a strong girl...
i try to happy...
but....i cant do it...
y???y i becum like tat???
i feel i'm a loser..i feel i'm a crazy girl..
wat can i do now????who can help me???


~~lonely princess~~nini~~