i feel confuse..sad...unhappy...

actually i cant forget him...
actually i still loving him...
actually every time i smile, tats not true form my heart...
actually i unhappy every day...
actually i cry alone every day..
i try to keep up wat he gv for me...
i try to gv bak him all the things...
i try to dun wan hate him...
i try to be a strong girl...
i try to happy...
but....i cant do it...
y???y i becum like tat???
i feel i'm a loser..i feel i'm a crazy girl..
wat can i do now????who can help me???


~~lonely princess~~nini~~